Addison

Our sweet Addison was quite a surprise! Hubby and I went to NYC for our 10 year anniversary, and I was starting to get suspicious. He calmly told me “There is NO WAY!” When we got home, we decided to take a test just to be sure we weren’t pregnant. It was Easter weekend. I took the test and cried; tears of distraught. We had a 9 month old. How were we going to do this? We can’t afford another baby so soon, especially since I knew I needed to be home with 2 little ones. As I sobbed, I remember my sweet husband/spiritual leader saying to me, “Jessica, I think to be upset at this point, in light of the 2 babies we lost, is to spit in the face of the suffering we have felt!” Ok. I hate it when he is right. This is one of our first pictures of you. This was when I was hoping for another boy. I knew boys. We had 2. We had boy stuff. Yes, another boy. I could handle that…